Ain't life a real bitch? I mean
one minute you are the destroyer, the brinier of truth crashing
down on all those that oppose you with the sword of justice, backed
by the cry of self riotousness. The next minute you are the weak
ass caveman, running for his life from all of the furry little
creatures in the forest.
I guess (hope) this is what it
is supposed to be like, isn't it? Maybe this is it, and how long
you last is how good you are at being a warrior and a caveman.
Like a game, you know, who ever is playing it is throwing all
of this shit at you, and seeing if you can beat his buddies guys'
high score, wouldn't that suck? I hope it is something like that,
because I would be dammed if I go through this shit every day,
and not at least get my name on the credits after the game is
over.
Better yet, what if we all have
already died, cant remember our real lives, and this is hell?
That would suck. Well I guess that would make OL' Satan the one
playing the game, so I don't know if that's any worse than the
above, so what the hell (pun intended).
Really folks, I know sometimes
I am little dreary (I know, I know, you? you may ask? yes me I
have accepted it), but isn't it hard not to at times. I mean we
all go through our ups and downs. Me personally, I like to remain
the warrior (you know the one with swords and self riotousness),
that is my personality and it at least in the down times gives
me a pretty good illusion of some control. The problem with this
"kill em all" attitude, is 9 times out of 10, I might
has well unzip my pants, take out Mr.Happy, and stomp him under
my heel, then once recovered, stomp again until the time I shut
the hell up. Let me explain, I am very stupid smart man (if that
makes sense). You see, I am smart enough to go through life, hold
conversations, eat.; but when it comes to the warrior in the down
times time, I'm just smart enough to say stupid shit (of coarse
all at the wrong times). Oh, one more little tip if you decide
to give this warrior stuff a try. If you can't tell if your being
sarcastic or not (I mean deep inside you can't tell), it is time
to reevaluate where your at (I keep meaning to do that so as soon
as I do, I'll let you know how it turns out, lo).
I am making this one short and
sweet, because somewhere in there is a very deep felt apology,
and the person it is for knows who they are. That is my message,
so if it doesn't mean anything to you, hey then guess what, it
probably wasn't for you. If you get something from this, but really
dent think it was meant for you, then good. If you think this
was for you, but don't get anything out of it, then seek help
before I take out a restraining order. If you know this was for
you, and get something from it, please call so I can kiss your
ass for being such an idiot.
